My Mom

My mom has always been a big part in my life. She not only taught me how to read and write, but she helped me become the person I am today.

Love ya mom and wish I could have come to visit this Mother’s Day.

A Day at the Beach with God

The beach has always been one of my favorite places to go to sit, read, and relax. I had a very hard day Friday and was told to make sure I get away and go somewhere to get refreshed. A good friend of mine suggested that I take my Bible and spend a “day with God.” He also suggested I read through Dr. Jim Berg’s book, Changed Into His Image. So I did what my friends suggested. I took my Bible, journal, and book to the beach. It was such a refreshing and encouraging day. Here are some things that the Lord taught me.

1) I have been selfish in my prayers for my class. I have more gone “through the motions” praying for them with just words than REALLY praying with all my heart. I need to get down on my knees and pray to God with all my heart for my students.

2) I have been doing my job in my own strength. I go to work and “go through” the motions of teaching. I haven’t really put my heart into what I need. I also haven’t really been relying on God in the way that I should.

3) A verse that God spoke to my heart.

Numbers 20:12 And the Lord spoke unto Moses and Aaron because ye believe me not to san ctify me in the eyes of the children of Israel therefore ye shall not bring His congregation into the land which I have given them.”

Moses lost his temper with the people he led and when God told him to speak to the rock Moses was so angry and frustrated with them that he struck the rock instead. Because of this Moses could not go to the Promised Land.

In my own life I lead and teach my students. When I get angry with them out of frustration God cannot use me in the way He wants to. If I do not control and stop being so frustrated I can miss what God has in store for me.

God is still doing a work in my heart in all the areas and I am looking forward to what He has for me.

Lessons from a Kindergarten Class

 Teaching Kindergarten this year has really taught me a lot about the love Christ has for me. It is amazing what a group of five and six year olds can teach you. This has been a year full of ups and downs, but the Lord as taught me much every step of the way. I do have my hands full of students who tend to hear, but not listen very well to the instruction that they are given. I can repeat myself over and over again at times and yet my class can still disobey.
I see first of all that I can be a lot like my students. Jesus tells me and teaches me things over and over again in His Word, but I times I tend to hear it or read it but not listen and apply it to my life.
Second, I can keep on doing what is wrong and disappoint my Heavenly Father but with the love Christ has for me he never gives up and never fails me. He continues to be that loving Father. This is how I see myself as a teacher. My students can misbehave and disappoint me a times but no matter what I love them.
I hope someday that I can be like the Master Teacher in my own life and be as loving, and patient as Christ is to me. I have to admit I still have a long ways to go and a lot to learn. I look forward with anticipation to the upcoming lessons God has in store for me today, tomorrow, and in the future

God is More Than EnoughTrusting God

I have to admit that this has been quite the school year. It has been like my first year of teaching (and this is my third year). This has been a year of trusting God to help get me through each day. There have been many many challenges but a good friend has reminded me over and over again that God is enough and the He will see me through each day. I have to admit (yes I am honest) that I haven’t always gone into my classroom everyday covering my school day in prayer. I have gone into my room and tried to get through a day on my own..God is more than enough

Secret Place

"I find hope, I find grace far away from the world's embrace He gives me rest He keeps me safe I find His stregth I seek His face in the secret place"

It amazing where one can find hope. Some think they find it in money, friends, TV, music~ basically in the world. Christians and non-Christians look at other things to find that hope and grace they need in thier life...I have to admid I am one of them that looks to the world at times in times of discouragement and frustration in my life.

But this song really makes me think of where I should be looking for that hope and grace I need....through Christ along.  I need to learn to get away from the distractions of the world--from facebook, email, tv, and even my music and go into "that secret place"---the place where I read God's Word and seek Him to give me the hope and grace to get through the rough days and even the days that are going fine. I need to really seek His face.

I have been struggling with this...and will be the first to admit it has been hard for me to go to that secret place and seek God the way I should.

This is an amazing song and really touches my heart everytime that I hear it.

Writer's Block

So have you ever been to that point that you really want to write something, but you don't know what to write about? That has been me over the past few months. I think it may because my mind and schedule is busy with school and friends. =) Hopefully I will be able to get back to blogging soon!

2010 Blog

If you've seen the movie Julie and Julia the main character goes through Julia Child's The Art of French Cooking and makes something from it and writes about it. I am not going to cook myslef through a cook book...(would love to but financially...well you know). But, I do want to try and do something different with my blog this year~ use it as my devotional journal for friends and family to read. I have struggled to have a consistant daily walk with the Lord. I need to get in God's Word more and look to Him for things.

I hope this blog encourages you. It will be hard for me to do this, but with the Lord's help He will help me. So this is Through the Bible this year. I will still be sharing things that happen from here to there, but I want this blog of 2010 be about Christ and what He teaches me each day.