Apr 6, 2011

Daffodils

The following poem by William Wordsworth came to my mind this week when I saw a patch of daffodils in the road median...although the road was busy and cars were driving by I was taken to a lake with daffodils all around me (I know what an imagination I have).

I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

Continuous as the stars that shine
and twinkle on the Milky Way,
They stretched in never-ending line
along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
tossing their heads in sprightly dance.

The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
in such a jocund company:
I gazed - and gazed - but little thought
what wealth the show to me had brought:

For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.

Apr 4, 2011

Guys and Modesty




















 I found this video on a friend’s facebook wall. It really challenged my heart to be modest in my clothing—which is something I already attempt to do. I just hope and pray that I do not tempt the men around me and have a brother in Christ struggle by immodest dress or the way I act.
I need to make sure I wear things that are not low cut, show my midriff, or too much skin on my legs. Not only that making sure that I have "designers ease"---that my clothing are loose fitting and not form fitting.
According to the YouTube video this is only a partial sermon get the rest of the message here: The Soul of Modesty

Apr 3, 2011

Crossroads…Making Christ the Prince of My Life

I am at a crossroads in my life…A road that I can turn and be discontent in my singleness or a road I can take and be content in being single. I used to ling and pine for someone special in my life. I used to think that I HAD to have a boyfriend or a husband to complete me and make me happy. The world tells me I will only be happy if I have a partner, a boyfriend, or a husband to make me happy. The world lies….This is the world's view on relationships. 
I do not have to have a husband or a boyfriend to complete me. I don’t have to have a husband or a boyfriend to make me happy. If I fall for the first guy that smiles at me…if I decide to give the most precious thing {my heart} away to the first guy that asks me out I am desperate. I have tried giving my heart away and having feeling for someone but those feelings were false and with emotions that I HAVE to have someone to make me happy were lying to me---I was lying to myself
Through the past few years I have fallen hard for several guys. Guys that were good Christian men that I thought would be perfect for ME. But that was my fleshly human mind that was yet again DESPRATE and wanted to SOMEONE to love me.
This past year the Lord has really been working in my life not to focus on every cute guy that walks into the room and think “Oh he’s the one.”  Okay first of all that very immature of me….kinda like jr/sr high school type of thing to do. Instead, the Lord has helped me focus on them as a brother in Christ..as a friend…or as an acquaintance Instead of making guys the focus of my life and being determined to have that one guy fall for me…I have decided to turn things around.
I have decided to focus on Christ and making Him the Prince of my life. I need to read that love letter MY PRINCE wrote me. I need to take those words and truths He has given me and set them in my heart and fall even more in LOVE with GOD instead of earthly men that can hinder my focus.
I want to make Christ the Prince of my life---I want Him to script my love story—and have “HIM satisfy the longings of my heart” (Ludy, Authentic Beauty, back cover)

Currently I am reading a book called Authentic Beauty by Leslie Ludy. Her main thrust in this book is making Christ the Prince of YOUR life and being the Princess HE wants me to be. This is where my focus comes from—also along with God’s Word.

Apr 1, 2011

Five Minute Friday: A Few of My Favorite Things

Hosted By: The Gypsy Mama
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When I hear the title “A Few of My Favorite Things” I automatically start thinking of the scene on the Sound of Music when Maria is in her bedroom with the Von Trapp children singing to them to make them feel better during the thunderstorm. So as I am writing this I am humming the tune in my head (not necessarily writing words to go with the tune). My favorite things…hmmm where to I begin??!
  • Warm cozy socks and blankets on cold wintery days
  • Spring dresses that twirl
  • Pandora and music in general
  • Wind blowing my hair
  • Laughter with friends…..and the fun of being goofy and not caring that people think you’re weird…being free-spirited
  • Fresh flowers (esp fresh picked but grocery store flowers make me smile too)
  • a viente quad carmel macciato from Starbucks (esp on a rainy day)
  • a good book (like Pride and Prejudice)
  • Watching Pride and Prejudice (1995) for the 10th time and it still seems like the first time I see it everytime I watch it…yes I *sigh* at Mr. Darcy
  • Times with my friends…near and far
  • A good talk on the phone with a friend who lives far away
  • Instant Messenger
  • Face book
  • Strawberries
  • Watermelon
  • puppies and kittens100_0229
  • warm smiles from friendly strangers
  • kites
  • the beach
  • blogging
  • Five Minute Fridays =)
  • Dark Chocolate
  • Cherry Lime-ades
  • Passion Fruit tea from Starbucks
  • Surprises
  • A Clean House
  • Daisies (for they are the friendliest flower)
  • Netflix
  • Simple things in life
  • Thunderstorms
  • Sunsets
  • AND I CAN GO ON….BUT TIME IS UP

Mar 25, 2011

Five Minute Friday: Waking Up

Hosted by: The Gypsy Mama
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Waking up--
Trees beginning to bud after being bare all winter long,
Flowers beginning to bloom,
Cold weather leaving, warm weather coming.
Grass turning green---
Nature is waking up.

Mar 24, 2011

The Recent Events in Japan

This question was posted yesterday on my facebook page "19,000 dead in Japan including little children, the kind you see every day? God planned this?"

WOW what a question that is. I have to admit I asked myself the same thing over and over again. Why would God allow this to happen? Did God allow this to happen? Why did 19,000+ people have to die and more lose their homes. Why do bad things HAVE to happen. Why can this world not be perfect? First of all this world is NOT perfect because of man's sinful nature. Because of sin things happen---I can go through a whole list of events in our world that effected people but then you would get really tired of reading and wouldn't get to the meat of this post.

But the question today is "Were the events in Japan God's Will?" My reply to this answer was the following:
"Surprisenly He did. We may not understand WHY things happen in our world but everything that happens is according to HIS plan. I wish the thing in Japan did not happen, I wish people did not have to die, I wish horrible thing...s did not have to happen...I wish things can be perfect. THe Bible says is Matthew 8:27 "that the winds and the waves even obey his command"...I believe that the tradgedy in Japan was His doing. Even during hard time sin my life--with my dad's cancer or even when I had a car accident and totalled my car I see that it was God's Will and for that I am at peace and happy to be in His will. The hard things in life draw me even closer to Him and help me trust Him more and have faith in Him...I admit yes its very hard at times and I want to get angry but getting angry never helps--prayer does. With the events in Japan all I know to do and all I can do is pray for the people there."

So every little thing that happens is the Lord's Will??? I do believe that some things that has happened in our world--the Nazi regime, 9/11, OKC Bombing was against God's Will because God does not want humans to kill others. But at the same time GOD prevented ALOT more from happening and even more people dying. He allowed some Jews to stay hidden, escape the concentration camps, and some come out alive. He allowed some people to get out of the Twin Towers and out of the OKC building. God has allowed several Japanese people to be found alive in the rubble.

We serve a good and a living God and He is in control--even during hard times.
I am also posting a link of an article I found: http://www.gotquestions.org/natural-disasters.html

Mar 23, 2011

Christian Education Part 2

I know sometimes my writing and thought may not make sense...I am working on that part when it comes to my writing. I tend to think faster than I can type and my thoughts also get jumbled up as well....

I wanted to write another post on Christian Education. I thinki Christian Education is the next best thing next to Starbucks carmel macchiatos (I would say sliced bread but I really do not like sliced bread). Chrsitian education is a great way to teach Bible priniples to kids who may not hear it at home or go to church. Christin education teaches the student a Biblical way to live out in the world.

It is what they do with it is their choice and also what the parents do at home--this is what I meant in my earlier post. I love the idea of Christian eduacation and love being a part of it. I just wish the kids who are in the Christians schools would take those truths and live them out instead of throwing away the key of what they learned after graduation---when they do that that is what breaks my heart.