Aug 19, 2011

Five Minute Friday: New

What a week it has been---and for that I am happy its  Friday and happy its Five Minute Friday----and the topic goes perfectly with what my week has been like (its has been a good week).


I am not a person who likes change...well not too much change. I like for things to stay the way they are. The Lord knew I needed to go through some changes in my life....some new things ahead of me. First, a roommate. I have lived by myself for three year. One person in a house is nice...a roommate would be even nicer....This week I got a roommate. I am learning how to live with someone, and share a home with someone. It is taking some adusting, but I am thankful for this opportunity the Lord has given me. Second, a new school year--well preparing for a new school year. I just love the smell of new books, freshly sharpened pencils, erasers, and my favorite are new crayons. I am teaching a "new" grade---K5 (I have taught it before (once) but after K4 its a little new for me). I will also be getting some new students. Through these new  things going on in my life I hope and pray that I handle them the way God wants me to---

Aug 7, 2011

Five Minute Friday: Whole

I am just sitting down to write....I have felt under the weather the past week---nasty sinus infection (which is not fun to have after nose surgery).
The first thing that came to my mind when I read the word "whole" was my season of singleness. This past week at work I had a co-worker ask me why I wasn't married yet....and she was surprised I didn't have a "few kids" by now because I am a nurture. When people ask me this at times I feel empty then go through the emotions of wanting to be married and have a man love me...I think "woe is me others are getting married what about me." But then I really think....marriage does not make me whole. I am whole just the way I am....because I am whole with Christ. With Christ He is all I need. I do not need a boyfriend or a husband to make me complete--Christ completes me.

Jul 29, 2011

Five Minute Friday: Be Still

Yay its Friday (jump and down with happiness)---end of the work week for me and time to link up with Lisa-Jo in Five-Minute Fridays. I love this time of the week because I can stop, breathe, and write---during my student's nap time, while dinner is cooking, or when I am just taking a "breather."
This weeks topic is Still....
The first thing that came to  my mind was the passage “Be still, and know that I am God” (Psalm 46:10) and the song that goes along with it (which I will post when I get home from work tonight). It is hard at times to "be still." Something in my life happens and I get bent out of shape--sometimes spazzing out about a situation. Thankfully, in the midst of the confusion...sometimes a few days later I calm down and think through what just happened---I wasn't "still" in my heart and soul--I was wrestling with what was going on in my life. I realize every day that I need to stop (be still) and see that what is going on is God's doing---God is in control so why wrestle?

I think it our human nature to wrestle and to get bent out of shape--I imagine at times even the greatest preachers in the world struggled. So friends, and (I am even talking to myself) BE STILL....Gos is there and He will help you {and I} through what we are going through.

Jul 24, 2011

Grace

I heard this song on Pandora today and had to find it on YouTube to share--beautiful song!






Hope it blesses you as it did me.
Love,
Rebecca

Jul 15, 2011

Five Minute Friday: Loss

Loss...when I think of the word loss I think of the friendships that have broken and the loved ones who have passed on the Heaven. Its hard to really now how to begin on this post---so please excuse my ramblings. The first time I ever remember losing someone I loved was in 1994, when my Aunt Theresa came to visit. I really do not remember much about her...expect that she loved God, sewed, played the piano, drew, and had the voice of an angel. She came to visit almost a month before she passed away. What a wonderful time it was with her. My aunt was the once that gave me the love for music and there are times I dream of singing like her. She drew me the following picture. My mother framed it for me when I was 13 and I will always treasure it---more than any picture that hangs in my house. My Uncle David was a second instance, he passed away when I was 13 from hear failure. I prayed for months that he would be able to get a new heart so he can take me hunting. I remember his smile and his hugs. We both had open heart surgery around the same time and we would compare our "zippers" (scars) to see whose would heal quicker. The third, was several years ago, when my assistant pastor and work supervisor took me aside after school..my mom had called me to tell that my precious Aunt Phyllis had lost her battle from cancer and was now in Heaven. My heart was broken and I couldn't stop crying (even as I am writing this I am beginning to tear up).My Aunt Phyllis gave me my love for books and for reading them. She took the time to braid my hair and to read to me growing up. When I was older and my family moved away, she came to both my high-school and college graduation. My college graduation was the last time I saw her. I was unable to go to her funeral because of living in Florida. Its so hard to say goodbye to those you love....especially those people who mean the world to you. I still get sad when I think that it may be a long time until I get to see them again...but I am thankful to know that someday when the Lord returns I will get to see them ---I will get to meet the grandmother I never met, I will get to give the family members I lost a hug---I even like to think that they are looking down at me seeing what I am doing today.
(and as I was writing this the song Christmas Shoes came on my Pandora radio)
Aunt Theresa

Aunt Phyllis

Jul 14, 2011

Five Minute Friday: Grateful

So I know it is not Friday...its been a crazy and tiring week. =) But I wanted to get my post up before tomorrow. This past week's post was on "Grateful." I am the first to admit that I am not always grateful the way I should be. I tend to complain about being too tired, about what I have (or don't have) to eat,  and the clothes I have. But what to I have to be grateful for. When I look at it the things I am grateful for outweigh the things I complain about.

* I am grateful for my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He gave His life for me. He provides my every need. He loves me.
* I am grateful for my plastic surgeon/doctor for the work he did on my nose. In March he contested the insurance company, and it worked out for insurance to cover the surgery. The work the doctor has done is amazing--
* I am grateful for technology. I love skyping with my friends all in different state and different countries.
*I am grateful for life itself and to be able to enjoy the simple things around me
*I am grateful for my friends--the TRUE ones who always stick around
* I am grateful as my ministry as a school teacher and all the students and parents I come into contact with