It is late.....its 4:00 am and I am still awake....mostly because I fell asleept after dinner and slept till almost 10:00.
It is almost two weeks before the new year and I am already tryin to set some new year goals....the first one is to work on my spiritual life (more about that to come later). The second is to lose weight. Last year I lost 10 pounds and how great I felt and happy I was. It took six months to do it, but I did it. Then school started. I became stressed over some issues. I ate. I gained 10+ pounds back. I got to the point I didn't care anymore. If I was going to be overweight and fat so be it. I even told someone I didn't care--life it short I was going to eat what I want and do what I want and if I get fat and gain weight so be it.
Then I tried on winter clothes...nothing fit...I tried on some newer dresses I bought...I looked fat....I look in the mirror and look horrible...I did this to myself AGAIN.
So this coming 2012 I am going to be a "biggest loser" I am going to exercise. I am going to eat right. I am going to lose that weight and get back down to what I was in high-school--135lbs istead of a whopping 170 lbs.
Its my choice I can eat and sit around or I can eat better and exercise and care about my health....I want to take the route of caring about my health =) I am thinking of startin a little online diary thing if I can find one to help me keep track of losing the weight and getting healthy.
135 is my goal too. Our church ladies start off the first ten days of the new year witha raw food fast. A time to pray and get our bodies back on track for the new year. It's only for 10 days, you should do it with us!
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